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Sunday, April 13, 2008
very very very stressed. on top of school work and exams, i have to deal with whatever that is happening around me. it's been 2 years since. from self-denial at that beginning, to acceptance and to nonchalant at this point of time. but then, why is it us? im more or less prepared for the worst. since we were given so much time already, then again, when the time comes to say goodbye, it will be very very tough. i dont want to let go, but sometime, some things arent meant to be. all i can hope for right now, it's a miracle. it may be selfish on my part to drag this on, but i really dont want to let go. felt very angry and disgusted by myself. cos i havent been doing whatever i should do. the next few weeks or months will get even tougher, so hopefully, i can still remain sane by then. sigh. am feeling very very sad right now, and the thought of exams coming in 2 weeks' time just made me feel more sian. am sick of studying, thinking of studying, doing nothing but studying and looking at my dismal class tests results, i will be doing badly for this sem. i need a kick in my ass to get myself to study. STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |